interesting thoughts for tonight

Welllll..............

There is currently a bunch of clothes on my bed.

They keep getting moved from my bed in the day time...

To the floor at nighttime.

I need to hang them up.

I can't seem to make myself do it.

Its a problem...

to say the least.

I worked out tonight,

Some of you may be shocked.

I went all by myself...

with a book. So i had company.

After working out.

I went and got ice cream.

Why?

Because.

Doesn't it defeat the purpose of working out?

No.

How?

I dont know, it just doesn't.

Im working on becoming more approachable to people...

for casual conversation...

and meaningless chit chat about the weather...

I dont really know how to accomplish this...

It's not like I walk around with headphones in my ear...

I really dont.

I went to a party last night

by myself.

And then I left 10 minutes later.

I think it's because I am socially awkward...

And I dont know what to say...

So I make really dumb jokes and people stare.

I had a dream that I was dating this one guy

(no names remember?)

And instead of my friends in real life

My friends happened to be the cast of F*R*I*E*N*D*S

And Rachel and Monica were yelling at me

because the guy I was dating was not good

There are certain pieces of music

that I listen to and it fits my mood

perfectly.

It amazes me.

Usually Ingrid does the trick.

I must be losing my mind...

maybe...

you have a sweet sinful smile...

im in trouble...

cuz you turn me upside down...

and around...

and around...

and around...

sadly those Ingrid lyrics aren't accompanied by a thought of any boy at the moment...