I am broken hearted and lonely. 

But oh how the Lord works in wonderful and mysterious ways. 

Recently my heart broke.

I know I am not the first person to experience this,

nor the last. 

But it hurts. 

And lets leave it at that. 

It seems that when one bad thing happens,

a lot of bad things start happening. 

Like someone opened a gate, 

or a door,

or a box,

and one bad thing escaped,

and now more are getting out. 

And you try to close whatever has opened that let out all these terrible things,

but as the bad things come out

you get wounded 

so its harder to have the strength to close the dang thing 

that is housing these bad things. 

But here's what I've learned. 

Bad things happen. 

They are supposed to. 

Otherwise 

great things wouldn't be that great. 

Its what keeps balance in the Universe. 

BUT! 

and this is the exciting part. 

When bad things are pouring out of this contraption, 

and your trying to stop them from coming out,

but you get wounded and tired,

Angels come and help you try and close it. 

So, to all my Angels that have been surrounding me lately, 

both those who know me,
and those who have no idea what is going on...

Thank You.